Aug 20, 2012

Who am I?

I just don't know anymore. I started thinking about this after my boyfriend dumped me. Who do I want to be, what do I want to be and where do I want to be it..? I like what I'm doing now but I can't help myself from thinking that there is something more for me out there... Somewhere. Is it wrong of me to want more?


I'm really tired of living here in Kristiansand. The only things that are keeping me here is my family, friends and at the moment my apprenticeship. I really want to try my luck at becoming an engineer again but I hated studying and living in Grimstad. I was depressed almost all the time when I lived there.. And i think the only other place where I can study the type of engineer that I want to be is in Trondheim or something and I don't want to move there either. My plan was to move to Bergen next year with my boyfriend and I was kinda starting to look forward to moving there. I really like Bergen so I think I would like living there at least for a while. But I feel it would have been a bit wierd to move there now because of everything that has happened.

Why is it so hard to figure this out alone?

-Heartbroken xoxo

7 comments:

  1. no don't feel weird because you will forget about all that after you meet new people and start to have fun again^^ Moving to a new place might just be the thing you need right now:) And besides Bergen is a nice change of pace!

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    1. Still kinda feels wierd because my ex will be there:P I'm not over him yet. But maby my feelings towards moving changes when I get ''over'' him. I love Bergen it is such a lovely place. It's so different from Kristiansand ^^,

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    2. oh oops did not know that. But yeah take your time and I suggest you do a lot of activities with friends or just be with the loved ones.also what helped me was working out a lot, taking your mind off that sad stuff,"koble ut":P

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  2. The time erase your hurt. Happiness always follows a misfortune, i'm sure :) Just be happy and wait this Hapiness :)

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    1. Thanks Laura-May:) I'm waiting for happiness to come around soon! But in all of this I have learned that I have the best friends that I ever could have:)

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  3. Jeg støtter deg uansett hva du gjør <3 Skulle gjerne hatt deg til Bergen (kanskje Høyskolen har noe spennende du kan studere), men jeg forstår at det føles feil etter det som har skjedd.

    Selv om livet kanskje virker litt meningsløst akkurat nå er jeg helt sikker på at det er mye godt i vente for deg. Du er et godt menneske, og ting pleier å ordne seg!

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    1. Takk vennen min<3 Savner deg masse!Du som er et godt menneske gullet!

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